it's already here! the life you always wanted to life it's right there, it's not waiting for you, you just gotta take it you know, theres your hopes, your dreams, your expectations, but your life is taking place in the moment, right here! just look around you
why is everything repeating?
seriously, i'm fed up. no matter what you do, no matter what you say, it has already been sad. your style is just a copy of what you already saw
Just some phrases to create some posts. I don't even care what I'm writing here, it just has to be anything. You know, a test. That's all. So that I will have some text in the end. Albeit a nonsensical text, though this is not the function of what I'm doing right now.
Well what is the function of what I'm doing right now? Does it even need a purpose? Why does everything we do have to have some meaning? To be frank I don't that we are forced to see a meaning everywhere. Maybe we learn to have this yearning for some meaning in life, but we can all freely choose to live in freedom of any purpose. And so this text has no purpose. It's just itself, just what I'm doing. Just what I'm feeling.
But I think we could interpret some meaning into this text. Because: There must be some reason that I started writing this, right? Unless I only had some spontaneous motivation to type in some words. Which is how it started. But now I think I'm writing so that I get used to it. Because: I have lots of thoughts going on in my head all day. All the time. Constantly. Yes, I do write them down sometimes, but I would like to write more. But there is something holding back, it's nothing big, but just this little bit of perfectionism.
By writing nonsensical texts I want to get rid of this perfectionism. I just want to do what I do without judgement, is what it all boils down to. Judgement. Here I'm writing, not thinking about the quality. I might think about it later, but not now. Now I'm just living in the moment and dumping my brain. I'm listening to Daft Punk right now, just absorbing the feeling. It feels free. It's a different feeling. And I just want to get used to writing what I feel. So that when I have important stuff to say, I can write it naturally. Now's not the time.