when i look at bangaltar, i feel such admiration for his music and what he did as a teen: pure passion for electronic music. but mostly i feel jealousy, how i dont have the tools he had, the connections he had, the fans he had. i feel too distant from this culture, i want to get into the clubs and meet other producers. i like the old style, lofi electronic music, with hardware gear. i just want to get into this culture.