okay, has everything been said and done? i want to sleep now. is there really nothing more to do, nothing more to think about? thats it.
-perhaps listen to a song? yes, that would be great, and then go to sleep. tomorrow i have to work, and i will work, and i want to work. and i love to wake up – hey, maybe my trouble going to sleep is the same trouble waking up? along the lines of “he who wants to learn to sleep first has to learn to wake up”?
hm! and then i begin to think, and then i begin to question whether this has really been it, and then i magically fall into the lands of my dreams, where i hope to find rest
okay but seriously i dont want this to be some poem or so, sorry, so:
tomorrow i want to get back on track with uni. fgi. se. beide seminare. beide. everything. mein zeitplan. fgi test. all das.
and i will meet with hande, i really want to see her again. and i want to play some piano. lotsa stuff to do! and its already 3 am! so wake up at 12, you will have slept enough, go shower, go eat, go work, do it! do it! yes! like, you will plan stuff. plan it. (im feeling left brain again. man idk if i should picture myself like that. left brain mode. im not two brains, im merlin!)