oh so you feel pressured into achieving something, becoming successful by the society's standards? and you want to adapt your personality so that you can seem “normal”, hoping to be respected as a normal part of society? you fear to truly be yourself, you don't want to study computer science because you'll seem like a nerd?
well fuck that. fuck those feelings, fuck the people who only know how to adapt to everything like a fucking sheep, fuck all those expectations and just be your own fucking self. first, youll feel better, because – surprise – being oneself is more efficient, truthful and just literally better wtf. second, you'll also actually be respected for having the guts to be yourself in a world full of expectations [btw yea i know my word choice is kinda narrow with this one], for being an original personality, which, btw, will also make you more “succesful” if done right. but the nice thing is you're not living for somebody else but just yourself.
just fuck it all
[yea its important to say “fuck everything” from time to time. like, cleansing all the shit outta yoself.]