midnight in paris, 1:05
a dreamy guy, caught in thought, is surprised by his girlfriend and soon-to-be wife accompanied by her parents, the father was in great pain, they say, calling the doctor, so that he might have a look at his body, with some medical mumbo-jumbo around it who cares. when the father looks at the doctor, who came in, taking some medical device and inspecting the man, who says that he's alright already, but giving the doctor a stirn look towards his daughter fighting with the dreamy guy. who is seeing what in what? am i interpreting too much into it or is it someone else who put it there? my own psychological considerations about my being (the dreaminess, also symbolically represented as the terence mckenna in the youtube videos) and her father figure, mostly represented by her father as a whole, looking at me, judging the situation in a very physical way. *
*i also made the same parabola again: that people have their psychological issues expressed through the body (ah! psychosomatic-sth, there was a term), and they call a doctor so they may look into the physical, but actually the patiens are trying to show them, the doctor, something psychological, that usually spiritually-aligned people answer in other known cultures. so we came up with therapists, who we will then send the patient to, with the label “heart attack” changed to “panic attack” (i just had to laugh at how similar those two issues hear alike). but in the heart, and i have found that on my own voyages with therapists, we need something like a shaman, or a spiritual person. whatever exactly that means.