im at peace, drawing on my piece of paper, a pen in my hand, and my mother smiles at me, she is kind, she is loving, she loves me. i stand up, walk away, open the door, walk outside, and outside there are winds of colors, the ground turquoise, and so i step and fly, float and swim through streams of green. the colors leading me anywhere, the colors leading me home, to mother, mother loves me. i feel eternal love and home. the colors are nice to me, and gently pull me away from her, its time to say good bye, she's waiting for me, waiting behind the blue curtain, “try not to look behind it, i'm there, i promise” so i float away on the stream of green, a dark, mixed green leading me away, leading me far, far, time is passing and i'm keeping mother at my heart, love in my heart the wind starts to fade, i feel the sand below me, colorful grains asking me and i ask them, what will you be? the water crawling over me, refreshing cold water waking me up, i'm waking up, and a house over there, i'm flying circles around it, zooming in through the chimney and i smoke coal, dusty coal.