i never organize myself. i say to myself: “thats just how i am. i'm just that chaotic live-in-the-moment guy. i dont need to plan my future”. i dont have any habits which stands in the way of reaching goals, like learning the piano, for example.
i dont set goals and i dont plan because im afraid that i will fail. i dont want to invest into my future because i risk “wasting my time”. i dont want to bewerben mich for that position because i fear getting rejected. i just want to float through life without fixed position.
what do i want?